Letters from an Artist

October, 2002

10-29-02
Found the time to slow down. If you walked in my shoes, you'd know how hard that was. I've been working here at the laptop all morning. It's been foggy since eight, but the sun just came out, reminding me that winter isn't quite here yet. I've heard from some old friends lately and it reminded me how lucky I am to have a job at all in this grim job market. Especially a job doing creative work. Monday my lesson on drawing faces turned out pretty well. I was afraid I'd freeze up as I demonstrated a self portrait for the class but my long years of painting on location at popular tourist spots gave me the chutzpah to carry it off. I was even able to explain the process as I completed a simple pencil sketch in about 20 minutes. Later several of the students volunteered to model and we all had a fine time drawing each other.
    Despite my lecture on the importance of drawing the basic head shape with the standard proportions marked in before beginning the real drawing process, most of the students simply began drawing blindly, making a hash out of the proportions. I wonder sometimes what happens to the words. Do they simply pour in one ear and out the other? On the positive side, several of the students did excellent perspective drawings based on last weeks lesson. Maybe my words are just seeds, and need time to take root.

10-27-02
This is madness. I've not had a weekend off in so long I've lost count. I don't work Friday, but I have a gallery show coming up and spent the day framing. Saturday I created a lesson plan for my ImageReady class. Sunday, today, I created a lesson plan for my Illustrator class. While I was doing that, N came over to work on my client's web site, since I didn't have time. He is overly qualified for the job, and zoomed through the work in a few hours while I labored over lesson plans.
    After he left, my kids took over on the two computer network doing homework while Sue and I went out for a walk. As I plodded along I complained about how hard I was working. Sue reminded me that at least I was working day shift in a job with a future, and that people appreciated me in this field, versus printing where I was always in the doghouse for being too slow. She speculated that the reason I was working full time at a part time job was my notorious tendency to be too meticulous.
    The very fact that my students compliment me on the great education I am giving them is directly reflected in working weekends. She also brought up the hopeful thought that eventually I am bound to repeat a class, at which point I can re-use my meticulously created tutorials and skip all this excessive lesson plan preparation time.
    After dinner, I again sat down to do a lesson plan, but this time it was for my favorite class: Drawing. I spent thirty minutes reading the chapter on the proportions of the face, did a few quick sketches then set up my mirrors. I put two mirrors at 90 degree angles to each other, rather like sitting in the corner of a mirrored room. I squeezed my easel in between the mirrors and sat down under a spotlight shining down over the top of the right hand mirror. By looking in the left mirror, I could see my face from the side perfectly. I drew a lopsided egg shape, then I roughed out the face using the rules of proportion:

  1. corner of the eye is midway between the top of the head and the chin.
  2. the horizontal distance from the back of the eye to the back of the ear is the same as above (one half the head height)
  3. the top of the ear lines up with the eye.
  4. If you draw a line bisecting the distance from the eye to the chin, it intersects the top of the upper lip, the bottom of the ear and the spot where the back of the neck leaves the skull.
  5. the distance from the back of the ear to the back of the skull equals the width of the ear

Once I had those basic shapes defined I began customizing for my facial peculiarities. I did the first pencil sketch in 45 minutes, enjoying myself for the first time all weekend. I took a break, then set my timer and did another one in 12 minutes. I think I am ready to demonstrate for my students. The only question in my mind is whether I can talk while I draw. I would like to talk about how I am following the simple rules of proportion as I draw, but it remains to be seen whether I have the ability to access both the right side of my brain (the drawing side) and the left side (speech) simultaneously. If I do, it will be quite a coup. If I don't, well, let's see what the power of positive thinking can do....would that be right mode or left mode?

10-24-02
Served on a high school advisory board last night up in Silverdale. I was asked if I would like to do this back in January while I was looking for work. I'd been out pounding the pavement, making cold calls on all the web shops within commuting distance. I happened upon a well run firm in Port Orchard called Communicreations who were kind enough to shoot the breeze for a while. When they found out I was a former printer with 25 years in the trade, they said they had an opportunity for me. It wasn't a job, but was a great way for me to network and do a good deed for the community.
    Shortly after I signed up to be on the board, I began teaching nights at the college. The board continued to send me notices every month, which I regularly tossed in the garbage. Tuesday they called me on the phone and asked very sweetly if I would come. As I walked down the parking lot toward the main entrance, I heard a roar from the football stadium, and thought back on my own days in high school. The advisory board turned out to be me and another printer sitting at a table with the graphics program teacher who ran down a prepared list of subjects he was teaching his students. He was a former press operator who had seen a job advertisement for a high school printing program instructor: "No teaching experience required" and found a way out of a boring job running a copy center.
    It looked like he really loved his job, and as a result, was doing a great job with his students. His class has one two color AB Dick, but primarily produces the pre-press for the high school yearbooks. He had a very refined system of sending scouts out to the junior high school year book staffs and recruiting talent. As a consequence, he is able to bring in sophomores who already know how to put together a yearbook using Pagemaker. During the three years he has them, he builds on their skills until, by their senior year, they are teaching the sophomores and he supervises. He's had eight years to refine his system and I was very impressed.
   As a teacher in web design, and a printer myself, we had a tremendous amount in common. Even more, he is looking for schools where he can place his students, and we (my college) are looking to recruit kids out of the high schools. He was relatively new to Flash, and I offered to share some of my painstaking created tutorial handouts. I'd even brought along one of my Photoshop handouts, and as I handed the 7 page tutorial to him, I could tell from his expression that I was not his ordinary advisory board member. I'm looking forward to going to the next one.

10-18-02
My participation in this journal is falling off. Ten days is the longest I've gone in the four years it's ran. I've been writing in my drawing sketchbooks much longer....probably since my teens. It would be entertaining to post some of those entries here. I wonder how some of my heart wrenching tales of love lost and found on the hitchhiking circuit of the early seventies would play here:

"Met a girl on a freeway exit in LA. Stole her from her boyfriend, began hitchhiking back to Olympia to introduce her to mom and dad where she had plans to support us by dealing. Another hippie stole her from me somewhere on the southern coast of Oregon - Winter, 1973"

I can remember it all like it was yesterday.lesson plan in pencil If only my memory of last week was as good as my memory of 30 years ago. I've been very wrapped up in giving my students a good education. People have told me that I take teaching too seriously, that I shouldn't pour my heart into each lesson. Yet the feedback I get from my students after a well prepared lesson is almost worth the time I put into preparing them.
     They come up after class or meet me in the halls and thank me for the things I've taught them. They say they never thought they could learn to (insert appropriate words here: draw, animate, Illustrate). One student told me my handouts, painstaking created from scratch and as long as 9 pages, should be submitted to a publisher because they were better than the textbooks. He commented on how my handout/tutorials were easy to follow, unlike the textbooks that skip steps and leave beginners lost in the software.
    Writing runs in my family. Dad was a newspaper man for many years, then worked in public relations for the state. After he retired he published a book on an oil spill. My brother is the city desk editor for the Spokesman Review. Our most famous family author was my great great grandfather who was the first person to write write a Chinese American dictionary. He also published a book available on Amazon called: "Chinaman As We See Him and Fifty Years of Work for Him" ISBN: 0405113056.
   He died around 1901.  My Grandmother used to tell us stories about him. He was one of many early members of my family who felt so strongly about their religion that they felt they had to "spread the good word". He and his wife traveled to China on a clipper ship around the time of the Civil War to work in a mission spreading Christianity to the Chinese. Dad still has the letters he and his wife wrote to the family back in the states. Without telling us kids, dad donated much of the stuff to the Presbyterian museum back East somewhere, although he did keep a few things. The missionary, Ira Condit, had a sister named Mary Carpenter who was the last known artist in my family (other than myself) and is listed in a book called "Who's who of American women artists before the turn of the century". That would be the century before last century.

10-08-02
For those of you who don't spend large portions of your lives in a software program called Photoshop, this entry won't make a lot of sense. That said, I had an interesting experience this morning while preparing a lesson plan for my Imageready class. I've been refreshing my memory on the Actions palette. The Actions palette allows you to automate certain complex tasks within the software. For example, when I take pictures with my digital camera that I plan to put on the Internet, they come out of the camera as 350 kilobyte images, far too large for those poor souls still living with dial-up (like myself). I've used actions extensively in the past, but had forgotten many of the details due to a lack of recent use.
    I'd worked most of the bugs out of my lesson in how to record a new action, and had the software's recording function on as I ran through the process of resizing the camera's oversize images down to 40K jpegs and 3K gifs, saving them out to new folders without altering the original images. In the middle of this process, the microwave bell rang. I walked over, pulled out my bowl of stew and sat down again at the computer. I glanced at the software palette and saw with satisfaction that it was still carefully recording each step in the process. As I raised spoon to mouth, one eye on the actions panel, I wondered idly how that would read in the recording process....raise spoon to mouth, open mouth....stick tongue out...hmmm.

The mind is a curious thing, and multitasking can be carried too far.

10-06-02
Went for a bike ride and a skate today. I spent the day on the computer yesterday, Saturday and decided I needed a nice long break today. When I got home from skating I positioned the lawn chair in the 10 square foot patch of sun that travels across our back yard every afternoon and drew for a couple hours. It could be called lesson planning, since I teach drawing tomorrow, but I look on it as simply drawing. I did a lovely drawing of my hand...hand drawing number 49 and counting.
    The book I am using (the new drawing on the right side of the brain-Betty Edwards) advocates setting a sheet of 8x10 plastic over your hand and tracing on the plastic with an erasable fine point marker. She also advises drawing a simple grid on the Plexiglas. Once you have your "tracing" done, set the plastic down on a flat white surface and observe the magic.
    Next, set the plastic on a sheet of paper and trace around the edge of the plastic. Draw the same grid lines on the paper as are on the plastic. Set the plastic "tracing" off to the side, and copy the points on the paper grid where the tracing crosses the plastic grid. It's a one to one transfer, so it's easy to do visual estimations of size and distances. Once you have enough reference points on the paper, pose your hand again, without the plastic over it and begin connecting the points and redrawing the hand on paper. It's OK to look at the plastic drawing, but 90 percent of the time you should be looking at your posed hand. This is called semi-blind contour drawing.
    It's a pretty cool trick, designed to convince nonbelievers that they really can draw. It works like blazes for me, so I am hoping for good results with my students. Clint is also taking drawing in high school and seems intrigued by the tricks I am learning in this book.
     I finally have my network sorted out. Windows 98 to XP Pro has proven to be an unreliable peer to peer network. I never figured out why it would be down one day and up the next. Plus I was never able to get my 4 year old hp to print over the network from the laptop, which runs Win 98. My guru friend loaned me an old external US Robotics modem that he no longer uses (Am I the only one still on dial up?) and told me to buy the SMC7004ABR router/print server.
     It can handle up to 4 networked computers on what ever kind of connection you have, from my old external dial up (serial port in, on the router) to cable or DSL. It has a built in Print Server, which means I plug the old printer into the back of the router and it doesn't matter if one of the computers in the network is off, or at work with me. The printer, and the Internet always work. It no longer matters whether the network is in a good mood, or the phone wires are hooked up to the base computer or the laptop. The router handles it all. The best part was, I set it up myself....didn't even have to call my guru. It comes with excellent built in help files, a well written book with great screen shots and was clearly designed with "network challenged" people like myself in mind.
    One interesting facet of the external modem is that it is a much better behaved modem. It dials extremely fast, and seems to surf a little faster as well. Best of all, unlike the built in modems, which have an annoying habit of auto-dialing at inopportune moments, like when I am talking on the phone, this one dials only when I turn it on. To disconnect, I simply flip the rocker switch to off. There may be a way to make it behave more like an internal, but I've not figured it out yet. I need to download the manual from US Robotics.

10-01-02
The swelling in my arm is finally receding...slowly. Saturday the mystery bite on my wrist had swollen to 5 inches in three hours. By Sunday it was hot, swollen, itchy and red up to my elbow. The doctor at an Urgent Care prescribed an antibiotic and an anti-itching drug. On Monday, the clearly demarked red stain and swollen area had reached the middle of my upper arm. I had a class that morning and could barely hold the magic marker as I illustrated a point on the whiteboard. After my class was over I noticed that the puffiness over my elbow was reaching extreme proportions. Normally, when I touch my hand to my shoulder, and touch the point of the elbow with the other hand there is only a very thin layer of skin over the bone. Yesterday, there was a tightly inflated one half inch of puffy skin over the elbow.

I freaked out and drove to the doctors office. My primary care physician of course, not the ER room. We managed care victims have to cross our T's and Q's. My Doctor is a great guy, and usually unflappable, but as he looked at my swollen limb I could see deep lines of worry form on his face. He said it was a good thing I had come in, as I would likely have ended up in the hospital in a couple days on intravenous antibiotics. He changed the antibiotic, since the first one was having no effect and prescribed a regimen of home care which included elevating the arm to drain the fluid, and periodic hot wraps with a hot, wet towel to soak out the inflammation.

I have an old microphone stand in the garage and stood it by my computer. I put on my bicycle glove, then hooked the glove over the top of the microphone stand. TaDa! Elevated arm. Too bad I was right handed. I spent a few hours typing and mousing with my left arm while I awaited results. It seemed less hot when I went to bed, but I was still worried. He had told me that if I woke up in the middle of the night spiking a fever, I should drive immediately to the ER room. During the night I felt the elbow a few times and it seemed to be returning to normal with no signs of fever. I need to remember this hot wet wrap and elevation trick. I get one of these mystery bites about once every 10 years and they are always a nightmare.

 

 

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