Letters from an Artist

July, 2002

7-28-02
Scary day at Index, above the "Black chimney of Death"...AKA: Aries Chimney, Sue and I.

"Hey buddy, I may need your help here!"

"What's the problem?", he said as he rappelled over towards me on the steep cliff.

"My rope is jammed, and possibly being cut inside the cams of a stuck Number 2 Friend. I can't climb up or down."

"Ooh man," he said, stopping his rappel 6 feet away and peering into the crack where my rope was stuck, "You are in a pickle".

"One of the cams rotated backwards under the upward drag of the rope. Now the rope is jammed inside the jammed Friend. It looks like the Friend is trying to scissor the rope. I can barely get it to pull through at all and I definitely can't climb"

"You know what you might have to do?" he said. "Build a belay station right here. Anchor with slings to gear up above you and untie from the rope. Pull the fifteen feet of rope that got past the Friend back through the jammed Friend until it's clear, then tie back into the rope. That way you can at least finish the route, although you may have to leave the Friend."

"Yeah, you're right...that would work." I said with relief. Nothing like a second opinion from a calmer mind to set things right. It's hard to think clearly when you are gripped out of your gourd with a stuck rope on a 5.8 overhang 120 feet off the ground. I anchored with a chain of slings to a couple Friends above me and spent a half hour tinkering with the jam, finally getting the mess cleared out at the expense of some scraped knuckles.

School is going well. My lessons are getting so popular that people who aren't even in my classes are asking for copies of my handouts. I write them carefully enough that one can follow them without even hearing the lecture. I did a "Making metal in Photoshop" lesson that has proven to be a big hit. I can't take full credit for this one, since it is simply a "New and Improved" update from something I learned out of the "Photoshop 5.5 WOW Book" by Jack Davis. I did write all the text, and make my own screen captures, but the real brains behind the metal effect are the brilliant authors of the WOW book.

 

7-24-02
Artist block. It's an overused term for a very real condition. I've spent the week trying to break through to some creative ideas in web design. Sunday I painted at the Capital dome again. Some of the tourists liked the painting, so it might be good, but I have a lot of reservations about the handling of the shadows. It's clipped to my easel out in the garage, awaiting my attention. Meanwhile, I sit here at the computer trying to create an interface for a large client. I've been through 10 generations of interfaces on three different themes. Creating art that sells a product is drastically different than simply setting up an easel on a sunny day.
     At night I dream about going back to my blue collar job as a pressman and turning off my computers for good. Without this little electronic box of pixels demanding my attention night and day, I could come home to my easel in the evenings and weekends and create art that satisfied me and to hell with the advertising industry. No more worrying about whether I had mastered a particular software well enough to earn a living with it.

7-21-02
Went for a 19 mile bicycle ride yesterday along an amazingly well maintained county bike path South of Seattle. I've been hearing about this bike path for years, but had never bothered to look it up. We started off just to the East of the Willis street exit off Northbound Highway 167 where the bike path can actually be seen going under the freeway just before the exit. Get off the exit, make two quick right turns and you end up at the parking lot. While we were getting our bikes ready, we saw a bunch of strange people sword fighting in an open grassy bowl. They had long poles with duct taped foam hatchet blades, sickles and spears. Many also had long martial arts swords with which they did furious fencing, whacking each other about the head and body. There appeared to be some rules: for example, if a weapon made contact with a leg, they considered it chopped off, and went down on their knees to continue fighting. If they contacted the torso or head, they threw down their weapons and shook hands. Between battles they would sit on the raised banks of the bowl, hectoring each other from the shade. When the shouts got to a certain volume, they would all rush out from the trees and whack at each other in running groups. I've never seen anything like it. Many of them were quite out of shape, but it didn't seem to affect their fighting enthusiasm as they gaily fought to the death, then rose again to battle on.
    We were a party of 5: Sue, my daughter Lisa, plus one of my climbing partners M and his son. The paved trail follows what looks like a flood control dike along the East side of the Green river for more than a dozen miles. The Green river (former haunt of the infamous Green River killer) winds along through some very high class suburbs and golf courses with killer views of Mount Rainier and lots of lush green trees. Where the trail crosses roads and freeways, it dips down underneath so one rarely has to worry about cars or stoplights. Sue had a bunch of trouble with the bike she was riding (it was adjusted for Clint) and just generally not being used to long bike rides. The rest of us cruised along without much effort, the way being almost entirely flat. When we reached Highway 405, we turned South and pedaled back to the car on the arrow straight Interurban bike path which parallels the train tracks through the boring industrial area underneath the power lines. I'd like to try the whole thing on rollerblades next. M was saying he has done some 8 mile rollerblade excursions.
    My students this quarter are doing some stunning work. I wish I had the bandwidth to put them up on my server. It's a lot more fun teaching to minds that are excited about learning.

7-16-02
My apology's to those of you who come here for a regular read. When I get busy like this I have to choose between writing about life and living it. First on my list was getting up to speed with the four new classes I'm teaching this quarter. After I felt comfortable with those, I spent a day working on one of my freelance projects and then last weekend I went climbing with Dave and M up at Index town wall on Saturday and Exit 38 on Sunday. Index, a former granite quarry, is an area where one sees a higher caliber of climber due to the lack of pre-placed sport climbing bolts. The routes there are predominately cracks of all sizes, from tiny finger slots to full body jams. You will not get up the routes unless you know how to place your own removable protection, and thankfully the gym rats haven't figured that out yet.
    Despite the lack of bolts, there were still traffic jams at the rap stations, but we were able to get on the routes we wanted to climb, unlike the sport areas where one has to wait in line, or move on until one sees something empty. Best of all, there were no large parties of gangbangers at all. Large parties can't climb in a multi-pitch area like Index. There simply isn't enough room on the ledges for more than a party of three at the outside. All the climbers had an air of integrity as well, due to the experience that comes with placing one's own protection. Climbing at Index felt more like climbing used to feel before I got caught up in the sport climbing craze. Climbing cracks is a painful learning curve, but well worth the effort. Even Dave, the guy who got me hooked on sport climbing was having fun leading crack routes. He led a number of nice cracks, placing excellent protection...with the exception of a couple cams, which can be troublesome for anyone.
    I conquered one of my old chimney cracks, don't know what it's called anymore, but it's a flaring body chimney about 35 feet high that allowed me passage, but left me with a severely bruised and scraped left knee where my knee pads slipped off as I sat on the leg while it was braced across the slot. M and Dave cursed me loudly for leading the "black chimney of death", but I was secretly amused while they thrashed up the slot. Under certain conditions, grace and cunning can overcome youth and vigor. If they climb long enough, and travel around the West Coast they may eventually learn the bizarre art of jamming your body into a slot and climbing upward inch by inch. For many crack climbers, body slots are the worst kind of crack, but for me they are just another challenge.
   It was fun hanging around with the guys in the dark parking lot at the base of the cliff after a hard day of climbing. I feel perfectly comfortable squatting in the dirt cooking dinner on our propane Coleman. I don't seem to need the luxuries many people take for granted. When I am relaxing, I like life as simple as I can get it. Sunday we drove down to Exit 38 where Dave led a very hard 5.10 overhang. We have our differences, but when it comes to climbing, we make a good team: I lead the hard cracks, he leads the hard bolt lines and we both get to follow stuff we couldn't lead. Other than the fact that he is 19 years younger, I think the main reason he can pull those overhanging bolt lines is his ability to do 23 pull-ups. I've not been able to get past 3 in years. My arms just don't like the strain.

7-7-02
Pulling the hangars apart in my closet this morning, I saw an old tank top in decent condition and pulled it out. It's a Nike top and and the logo, "speedo", brought back memories. Several years ago, before I made the switch into high tech and was working as a pressman, my foreman used to kid me about the shirt. We both knew I was a reliable and talented pressman, but speedy was not the first term that came to mind in describing my abilities on the job. I never lacked for a job, but pressman with my tendencies tended to get put on second shift where our speed...or lack thereof...presents a smaller scheduling problem.
    Now that I am beginning to find my niche as a creative person working in the general field of Web Design, or education related to that field, I am happy to report that speed has very little to do with my job, at least in the form it's taken since leaving school 2 years ago. The end product is what matters now, and I have an eye for color and beauty that has nothing to do with speed and everything to do with an exciting mix of creativity and technical knowledge. We were supposed to have been bike riding today on the Interurban trail, but rain has put the kibosh on our plans. It drips heavily off the tall fir trees around the house, the steel gray clouds blocking out the light.
    Yesterday was a far different story, bright and sunny. I painted the Capital Dome in Olympia for several hours, finishing the black and white under drawing nicely. I am always happy if I can at least get in a good under drawing before quitting time. The better the under drawing, the more likely I am to go down again and finish it in color. I was nervous at first, worrying about what security would think about an artist setting up an easel on the immaculate lawn of the State Library building. After 3 state policemen bicycled, strolled and motored past without a second glance I decided I had nothing to worry about. The tourists were harmless as well, and widely scattered. I only had three walk up to the easel, and only one felt the need to ignore my Walkman and interrupt my concentration. The structure is wickedly complex with angles, curves, domes and columns interspersed with acres of featureless gray granite confounding any casual sketching attempt. Through sheer obstinacy I hung in there, measuring, drawing, erasing and measuring again until, by the time the light changed irretrievably I had a nice vine charcoal sketch on the gray paper with highlights in white. It's a good feeling to step back from a drawing and realize you've pulled a rabbit out of the hat.

7-3-02
They call it Illustrator but I'd never used it enough to really understand why. In my job as a full time web designer, I used the program occasionally, but never in a strictly creative sense. By that I mean I never tried to illustrate anything. We used it to design a series of interfaces for a program that runs in Flash and I also traced a few poorly Xeroxed logos, taking advantage of the excellent pen tools. Since I am teaching it this quarter, I've been working my way through an advanced book by the WOW people. The essence of Illustrator is it's ability to draw perfect curves using the pen tools. It has the standard set of high end painting, gradient, effect and pattern tools found in most programs, but the refinement in the pen tools is what lifts Illustrator above the crowd. The gradient mesh tool deserves mention as well. It allows one to draw a mesh or skeleton of wires across a rounded shape. One edits the intersections of the mesh to better illustrate contours, then adjustable gradients are poured into the mesh, working a little like watercolor paint.
    For my birthday I bought a 16 inch adjustable wooden artist's mannequin. Sue calls it my Barbie doll and I have it standing under the desk lamp here on my desk with the warm light playing across it's charming curves. Here is what I have made so far, exported as a .swf to play in your browser's Flash plug in.
    I went climbing up at Index Town Wall near Steven's pass last Sunday in my continuing quest to escape the sport climbing crowd. We were able to climb one short route before the rains came, forcing us to bail. My crack climbing skills are returning slowly, but I find the lack of gym rats so refreshing it's worth dropping 5 grades in difficulty.

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